In case you are wondering where I have gone and whether I ever intend to come back...here is an update:
Things aren't very pretty in my life right now...and rather than writing a bunch of depressing "poor me" posts...I've decided to save those for my personal journal entries and long drawn out pleas to God Himself.
So, I'm unofficially signing off until I have nicer things to sprinkle through all the gloom and doom.
In the meantime, I will wait on answers from God...and attempt to muster up courage to forgive, trust, and love.